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Broken

I can still see them, her hips moving to the hypnotic rhythm of her long smooth legs, the milky white skin of her body dancing and moving with such elegance and precision, never skipping a beat, never missing a step, her long fire-red curls waving side to side as the rest of her beautiful long slim body finished dancing with complete passion around the fireplace. Had I not met her I would have never believed such a beautiful sight could exist, had she not loved me I would not be alive, and had I not loved her I would not be tortured by the relentless apparitions of her figure in my dreams.

Has it been a week or maybe a month? I don’t know, ever since her death I find it very hard to focus on anything, I can barely eat, or drink without her, how I had come to need her so much was unknown to me, but truth to be told I felt like my soul had been torn asunder, my entire self felt like a juggernaut shook it to its very foundations and continued to attack as if trying to bring me down and break me.

I knew this night was going to be like the past nights, as soon as I fell asleep, I was going start hearing the soft sound of her cheerful laughter calling my name inviting me into her warmness I was going to see that smile that had so miraculously returned light into my otherwise grey life, and what was maybe the most painful to behold… her small tender lips, that looked like crimson gems spreading gently apart to envelop mine in a passionate kiss but just as they drew close enough to taste them they would disappear, and in their stead I would be taken to that horrible day when Inffy gave her life to save mine.

Half way through the night I woke up screaming her name at the top of my lungs clenching my fist hoping her gentle hand was in it hoping with all my heart that she was safe next to me; of course, she wasn’t. I really can’t take this anymore I can feel it taking its toll on me, even my key stopped working which is really big problem since I have no idea where Inffy’s blast teleported me to.