a perfect storm

The truth is you are the perfect storm

no trees can withstand you no tide is safe

and yet stood a midst the storm and screamed Here I am tornado,

and your winds tore apart the ground on which I stood

with wide opens arms I embraced every kiss and every cutting wind you threw at me

immobile, faithful there I stood with my hearth on my sleeve looking at you

the unrelenting force of nature I loved, my wind, my breath

I loved you with a fire red, but now its turning blue

but you raged and tore at me unrelenting, unwinding me, unmaking me

Yet I kept faith that we could both be strong.

And yet there was no strength that would be enough

as you responded to sugar with salt

to love with the slow poison that is indifference,

then and there I saw, that I cannot change the path of nature

and if I were to stay, you would surely be the death of me

a perfect storm you are, unrelenting uncaring, and ever moving

at the end of the day I turned out to be, just another name in a diary of promises to forget

in the end of the world you stood there, unbowed and I bent the knee,

at the edge of the world at the end of time you were my all but I was nothing to you

can't reach the third

Stuck between two f the same
now i realize how futile running is
and how wrong my ways truly are
how can i stop loving you
when at times my hate is so intense
in those other dark shadowy times
when i try to free me self from you
hating you intensely  never works for me
but i cannot run from the hate for you
because when i wake up i love you even more my dear
so my love burns red like the blue soft wave of my hate
and my hate soothes me at the times i must love you
so now i run in a circle between
two of the same things engraved in my memory

why

and now i spent my time wondering
what happened to me and to us
the tears never stop coming
unlike the love that quit coming from you
i wonder now about the uncertain future
and how i once tried to tie mine with yours
i now think of all the things that i don't have with you
everything that i lost when i lost her on a bad decision
i miss the past the present and the future

night terrors

I need peace of mind
 both from the now and from the earlier
let me rest and dream of nothing
that way when i wake up ill look forward to everything
let my conscience breath again
let me have a blank slate
free from the pains of day to day
when my eyes shut and close
let no name nor face arrive
so that i may rest in peace tonight

Out for a run

I want to run far away from your voice
run to place where your notes cannot find me
leave the ground beneath my feet until i reach the clouds over the ocean
maybe then i can find peace and quiet
i want to run away from your face and your laughter
because now its sound is only a dagger
and its cutting deep within me killing me softly
i tried to tie you name to my grace
but then i fell flat on face
blood scattered all around like the dreams that i used to have
look now how they drown
 That's why i now try to make my escape to another place
far away from that face, which now holds my dreams captive
i need to feel the air of freedom hit me like train
take out the breath in me so i can breathe again
I don;t want to curse the day we met
 but i cant kiss the floor any more beneath your steps
Because you know i would give all my blood to make you happy
only now i know that i would be dead and you would be unloving
because i don't think that my sacrifice would even matter
its not like you couldn't replace ever faster
so this is a good bye I've written in sand and stone
so you will never see it  meanwhile ill be gone.

Song #2

you know the drill press play and then read/ ya saben que hacer aprieten play y lean 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UAurWkWOxQE
Song Lyrics by S.Michaels( Michael Morales) (Music by its original author)

Walking fast face to ground, thoughts scattered all around

Nor here nor there, or anywhere dancing noised from your mouth

Remiscining of time gone by, or was it all on my mind?

And now it rains in the wind, salty droplets drenching me

From a far I hear a name, of a dancing marionette

From the ground she appears to me, questioning how it came to be

How did any of this begging, then somehow it came to me

Dancing pictures on a screen, fire warming through the wind

Something sweet like a cake, walking together wide awake

Then some laughs and a good bye, only to see you again at night

And I wear you on my neck, hoping truly you do the same

Wrote a note, that’s just me, hid it inside something sweet

Then you lips came to be, ever part of my memory

And sometimes it’s been hard, fighting over sea and land

But somehow here we are, living dreaming hand in hand

This is me, pouring into rhyme my memories

So let’s go dance, while we have a chance little dancer of my heart

Ill grab you hand and lift you up just look at me and don’t say much

Tell me everything you need, in one glance, in one dream

And if we are wide awake, who knows maybe I’ll believe in fate

And change my mind, and change my faith

Awakened

Open up the link and let the music play in the background while you read it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KZKeH5k4JMU
Song title Awakened
Lyrics by S.Michaels (Michael Morales) (Music by its original author)

once, i stood in the top of the world
and saw everything from faces and sharing
to the despots killing, not even caring.
then a false step from over confidence
made me tumble down to the very world i created 
only then could i truly open my eyes
on see life for what it truly ever was
only then could i see my shadow
cast... a nightmare on everything i ever cared for
and this shadow is the inner me, full of angels and demons
battling for the grounds on which to prosper
and there's no churches nor gospels that could stop them
only the soft silence of my choice now reflected on my actions
willingly molded into the very fruits of labor and passion
then my eyes begging to blink and then stutter
for in the mirror i see not my reflection but this other.
and im not sure if this face is from an angel
or something even grater,
then i struggle with my fleeting sanity ever moving
and then my world comes down crashing
and i embrace it no longer shaken but now patient
crying trembling and shaken i i now finally find my self truly awakened.